[Now finally understanding what it is she's trying to do, he frowns and shakes his head.]

No, don't.

[...However he won't pull his hand away.]

I just need... A little time, that's all. In my head I know it wasn't my fault, but that doesn't change the fact I tried to hurt you... Wanted to hurt you...

[A trembling breath.]

And I was enjoying it.

Regardless of knowing I wouldn't really feel or think that, it still happened. It's not something I'll be able to forgive myself so easily...

[Especially not when it's what, the third time?]