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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-25 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I know.

[Always.

She might have been afraid to really believe in that once. She would have hesitated, would have convinced herself that it's not something that she can promise. That believing in it fully and truly would only leave her feeling empty in the end... but...

Now, there's no voice in her head that tells her no. There hasn't been for a while, but after today... After talking so much about the finer details of their future like what kind of welcome mat or coasters to get, how to set up the garden of the business they'll be running together, Tifa's head and heart have never been clearer.

It's an overwhelmingly deep feeling that rises in her chest, but she resists the urge to let it free as a sob or a sniffle or a laugh... even more words. Instead, it comes out in her smile, the glint in her eyes, and the kiss that she presses to his lips again, soft and sweet.

But there's an excitement simmering beneath it as well—not just for their little celebration, but for everything that's to come later down the line. Even with the wedding over, there's still so, so much to look forward to.

On that note... With a smile, she murmurs into the kiss.]


Go wait for me.

[Even though it's hard for her to let him go now that she has him.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-25 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[She only looks back over her shoulder at him with a grin when he leaves.]

Maybe that's exactly what I want.

[But she'll wait for him to disappear into their room before she moves at all... and she won't keep him waiting for long. Maybe a touch longer than needed, because how long does it really take to grab wine and a pair of glasses, just to build up the anticipation a bit more before she appears in the doorway. She's already taken it upon herself to pop the cork off the wine, and its label bears the name of Barok and Diluc's winery on it.]

A red wine I haven't tried yet.

[As she slips into the room and nudges the door shut with her foot.]

If it's too sweet for you, I can always grab or make you something else.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-25 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[She admires him silently and openly first. Even when she asks him to relax, he still has to keep himself busy. She doesn't mind it, and it is something she's always found so endearing about him, but there are moments when she wishes that he would for his sake. Of course, with all this work that needs to be done, it's hard not to go over all of it.

So, it's with a fond, crooked smile that she crosses the room and slumps on the bed beside him, careful not to spill as she hands him an empty glass, and she'll fill his up first as soon as it's out of her hands.]


Already going over our notes?

[She motions to the journal with her eyes.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-25 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
We got some good ones in there, at least. A lot, too.

[She's brimming with joy and pride, her cheeks flushed with it, as she fills her glass second. Not too much for either of them for now, but enough that they can get some good tastings before diving into the bottle. They got a lot done today—much more than she imagined—and it's all a giant leap in the right direction.

So, once they both have their glasses and she's set the bottle down on the table on her side of the bed, she raises hers to him.]


Here's to... a successful first day on the job. And... [Her gaze lowers from him to her glass, her smile turning shy.] ... New dreams for us.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-25 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[She wiggles with happiness when he goes along with it, and she catches herself wanting to smile more as the sound of their glasses together fill the space, and she hides it all behind her first sip. Not to her surprise at all, the wine is a bit sweet, but not too sweet or tart. It's pleasant, and leaves behind a smooth aftertaste, with the burn in her throat not overwhelming.

Honestly, she's surprised at how much she does like it, and helps herself to a second, smaller sip, enjoying the brief, comfortable silence that's fallen between them. The sun has already begun to set, but it's still warm as it filters through their window, bathing their room in oranges and reds, and she pauses to admire the way Eustace's hair always seems to soak up the colours from behind the rim of her glass.

She catches herself staring, however, and after her third sip, she sets the glass down on her lap, and her eyes follow until they reach the ripples in the red drink. Her shoulders lift and fall in a sigh, and she suddenly feels... nervous again.]


... There was something else, too. Something I've been meaning to do.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-25 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[More long pauses as Tifa's finger now runs along the top of her glass, and she listens to the gentle sound that it makes. She can feel his stare on her still, and when she peeks up at him finally, she feels the colour immediately rise up into her face.]

Hm...

[It's only a hum as she sets her glass down on the table next to the bottle, and she shuffles, turning her back to him so that she can rummage through the drawer instead. It's something kept at the bottom that she has to shuffle around for, and when she finally faces him again, it's with a wrapped box in her hands, small enough that it fits easily into both her palms.

... Oddly enough, he will likely notice that it has wrinkles and stains all across the fine, beautifully decorated paper, like something had spilled over it. Coffee and orange juice, perhaps?

She doesn't hand it over to him just yet, though, and instead, holds it close to her chest.]


I meant to give this to you on your birthday, but... couldn't.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-26 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[Why does she feel so anxious about this? She wants to reach over and give it to him, but she still holds it close, her fingers wrapping around it protectively now... and he'll soon find out why, when a bittersweet look flickers across her expression.]

This was supposed to be my gift for you for your birthday in Camelot.

[Which is why she's having a harder time handing over this one. It's one of the few things left from their lives in that world that hasn't been lost, and she feels almost scared that if she lets him unwrap it, those memories will fade to dust. And it being tied to such a strong, vivid, sad memory... Is it really okay for her to do this?]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-26 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Hm?

[She'd been briefly lost in thought when he touches her, and it starts her back, drawing her to this place and not where she had wandered back to that morning in the room, where hope and happiness had been completely knocked out of her. She hasn't thought about it in a long time, and for a while, she tried not to think about it until it simply became that she had no reason to.

Until his birthday started drawing closer. It had been terrible timing given the wedding, but there was that small part of her that worried... and then worried more when she made the decision to take one of her baubles to the well and wish for it back. And as she held it in her hands, the box still soaked in coffee and orange juice as if it had been snatched straight out of that memory as it had been left, she wasn't sure if she would ever find the courage to give it to him.

In hindsight, it's such a silly gift now too, given that they have so many new memories together...

The warmth from Eustace's hands spreads through her like a fire on a cold day would, and she looks down to where his rests over hers wrapped around the box, and her grip tightens on it.]


... I don't want it to hurt you.

[She saw that slight flicker of pain in his eyes. She never misses it... but it had been there, and that was the exact thing that she was worried this would do. He says it's okay, but she needs to be absolutely sure that he truly is.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-26 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
[...

He's always so thoughtful. So sweet that sometimes, she simply wants to break down and cry. Of course having it in her hands when she first received it had been difficult, the scents being enough to turn back time for just a moment, but that had been more than enough to remember it all so clearly. It's not something she ever wants to do again, but with this here now, about to be handed to him, there isn't much left from their lives in Camelot.

She manages to smile for him again, and he'll feel Tifa's fingers loosen slightly on the box before she carefully slips it into the hand that's curled over hers.

And as soon as he takes it, she shrinks back with a flush to her cheeks. No longer does she feel nervous about dredging up unwanted memories in him. Now, she's just nervous that he'll think the gift is silly or stupid or useless.

Tucking a hair behind her ear, she tries her best to meet his eyes.]


... Sorry about the wrapping. I... didn't wanna unwrap it.

[Would it have been less meaningful? Maybe... which is why she left it as is. Now that they are here, together, and are about to find ways to stay in this world, it shouldn't matter what their past had been like.

Whenever he does unravel the paper and open the box, he'll find two small, velvet pouches inside—one with a label of his name and one with Tifa's written in her neat handwriting, each decorated with a little heart. He'll likely hear the sound of metal before he opens the pouch, but what he'll find inside is a small engraved, circular pendant on a sturdy chain with an even sturdier clasp on the other end.

The carvings on the steel is of a wolf and a rabbit creating the circle, drawn into the metal in a yin-yang shape, like they're chasing one another. Embedded in the wolf's eye is an aquamarine, and in the rabbit's, a ruby.

However, that isn't all... and as Tifa watches him nervously, she finally finds the words within her to tell him through a reddened face—]


... Open it.

[The small lock on the side will click with the press of his finger, and it snaps open to reveal a coloured photo of them burned onto the inside. Eustace looks as grumpy as ever, and she's still not sure if he was even aware at the time that she was taking a photo, while Tifa is beaming wide and flushed like she had been in the middle of laughing, and they're both sporting the 3-D glasses from the movie theatre, his sitting crookedly on his face after she had tried to fix them for him.

As soon as he sees it, Tifa shrinks back against the head of the bed, and she grabs a pillow to hug it to herself and to bury her face into.]


It's so stupid, I know...

[So silly and useless.

He can open the Tifa-labeled pouch if he would like, because he will find the same thing in there, only smaller, and tied to a thinner chain that's made to be wrapped around her wrist. Or rather, her gloves as he might recognize, from the bomb and chocobo charms she came with.]
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-26 03:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[From where she's sitting, she watches him carefully, eyes hidden behind the curtain of hair that falls in front of them as she hugs the pillow closer. Butterflies explode in her stomach at the mix of emotions on his face, and her face feels hot and like she might suddenly melt away.

When he moves to her, she lets him pull the pillow away with ease, and the way the sun returns to the room highlights and saturates the colour in her cheeks. Wide, hopeful, red eyes gaze at him as she keeps herself curled up, but his words draw a smile out of her, and there's a very visible sigh of relief that passes through her whole body.]


... Really?

[It's not as if she expected otherwise. Eustace had never been the kind of man who would think anything less of the things she gave him, but still, that small part of her worried that he'd see it as just another trinket, and not the memento that she always intended for it to be. A memento that carries so much more weight now than it did when she meant to give it to him, funnily enough—one that is now a symbol of the beginnings of what they've built, and the only thing of that life that they have.

Tifa lowers her arms and her knees and lifts her chin enough that he can see the crooked smile.]


It was meant to be a sort of... good luck charm. [She reaches into her shirt and pulls out the small glass moon that hangs next to the dog tags.] But I guess we've already got those now, huh?

[The trinkets clink softly as she lets them fall back to her chest, and she motions to his hand.]

I had it specially made, and was going to tell you to attach it to Flamek... so if you were ever out there fighting without me... I'd at least still be with you somehow.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-27 02:27 am (UTC)(link)
[He may never know just how much those words really mean to her. It isn't just that she knows he'll always have a place for the things she gives him, whatever they are... but that there will always be a place for her, too. No matter the time or the universe, they'll always have a place for each other.

With a small nod, she reaches out, not to take the pouch but to pull it open while it's in his hand so that he can see it for himself.]


Yeah. I didn't wanna go anywhere without one either. Though... [She laughs quietly.] I don't find I need my gloves as often here anymore. Not with you around.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-27 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[She shifts, moving in his direction until she's close enough that she can wrap her arms around him, her smile pulling wider as she leans in for a kiss, all of her relief pouring out of her through it.]

Do you think they would look good somewhere else? They don't have to go there.
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[personal profile] starshower 2023-01-27 03:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[She laughs gently as she nuzzles his cheek.]

As if we don't have enough protective spells as it is.

[The glass charms and the dog tags... That isn't to say they are terrible to have, and she wouldn't say no to more of them.]

If we do, it would make sense to keep it on Flamek. You never go anywhere without that thing anyway.

[A bit of ribbing, but she's only teasing.]

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