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...But I still don't know if you can even use it. We can't even use each other's dreamotion like that.

Even if you could, what will you do if I'm not around?

[That's what she had been afraid of. Or maybe she knew that all along, and her expression sags a bit, that confidence wavering.]

At least then I'd know how to use it.

[Her fingers fidget behind his neck, the cold tips gently gliding over her ring.]

How do I know if I have any, then?

Everyone does, whether in small amounts or large.

[He looks at her carefully.]

But I could try to find out.

[She looks up at him, her eyes widening slightly in question.]

How?

[It's not that she doubts him or doesn't trust him, but she's never felt it before. Never had this terrifying feeling that something else was lingering within her. Not like some of the others who have experienced it.]

...I'm not sure. But I think...

[He weighs his words for a moment before continuing.]

I think if I were in one of your dreams I could feel traces. Especially if it's a bad one.

In my dreams?

[She pulls one of her hands back to hold it between them, and now she looks incredibly unsure. Would she have to force a nightmare?]

... Not outside?

It would be easier within. Unless you want to go to Orkili and be tested there.

[They seem to have more sensitive equipment so they might be able to pick it up easier and faster than anything available in Reverein right now.]

[She gives a small shake of her head and draws closer, bringing her lips to his jaw with a light, almost needy kiss.]

... No. I want to do it with you.

[Just him. Where she feels safest. And if they are to do it within her dreams, then she would rather keep her closest-guarded secrets between them.]

But not right now.

[A small nod as he sighs and hugs her close.]

Agreed. Moods aside, it would be too dangerous to try anything now.

Well. Not everything...

[She's still had some troubles keeping them warm, and the starflowers that usually line their bed are still quivering in the chilled air, their petals trying to bloom.]

It's been weaker since we got back.

[In case he's wondering what she means, he'll feel the light heat of her flame dance across his chest.]

You've likely exhausted it...

[He holds her hand, as if trying to share some of his warmth.]

But it could have also been affected by what happened in there. Let's just try and get some rest first, and if it's still like this in the morning....

[He purses his lips. Can he even help her with his own? Would it be safe to? It's been a while since he felt so uncertain and not as confident to help reassure her.]

We'll figure it out.

[She huffs quietly with a laugh, her hand curling gently around his.]

... What's a girl gotta do to get a kiss from her husband around here?

[But she knows what he means. As much as she wants to share her dreamotion with him and the other way around, is it really a good idea that they do? Though... if she could just get that little boost to hers.

When really, it isn't about the boost at all.

The truth is that she's still scared for him. Scared of what she saw and what it means, and the fact that he has no idea either frightens her that much more. So maybe, if she feels that warmth of his, it will serve as a reminder that he is still here. Himself.]

[There's a slight rise of his brows before a more lighthearted laugh escapes him.]

Is that what you've been wanting, hm?

[He can't help it—despite the heaviness that still surrounds him, having her act this cute in front of him instantly warms his heart and chases away the shadows that cling to them. Even now little buds of those starflowers start to pop around as he looks at her with such fondness.]

... Maybe.

[Her hand slides down his until it rests around his wrist, her thumb gently rubbing over his pulse. Already, she can feel that warmth sinking in, as if those starflowers that bloom have brought it with them.]

Though, pretty sure I always want one.

You do.

[His head dips lower closer to hers, eyes finding hers to stare into them...

Before kissing her nose.]

Like this?

[Well, she was expecting a kiss on the lips, and had even puckered her lips for it when he leaned in, but her nose crinkles when he leaves it there instead.

And for the first time since they left for Orkili, Tifa giggles, the feeling warming her chest.]

Close, but not quite. You'll get there, I promise.

Hm... Here?

[Right cheek.]

[And her right eye crinkles shut this time, her laughter growing more genuine before she leans him and pecks him on his right cheek, too. She pulls back, stares at him thoughtfully, and cants her head.]

Hmm. Didn't feel right, did it?

Hm...no, you're right.

[And now a peck on the left.]

Here?

[Now she's looking a little more thoughtful, her whole expression puckering a bit.]

Mm. Something still feels off.

[And she gives a little tap to his forehead with a warm glint in her eyes, the reflection of the starflowers on the ceiling shimmering in them.]

Try right here.

Hmmmm.

[He looks her with some suspicion, but he'll do as she suggests.]

Here?

[A kiss to her forehead.]

[She sighs dramatically, her shoulders rising and falling, and she pouts at him, though her eyes fill with affection... and gratitude.]

No. That didn't hit the spot either. ... Maybe we can't find it after all.

Hm... Well if high didn't work...

[A light gleam in his eyes as his voice deepens a pitch.]

Should I try lower...?

[And his lips will brush gently over hers...

...

Before going to her chin.]

[So, so close, and she chases after him when he brushes her lips with his, only for her to groan quietly when he moves away. But there's a fluttery, soft feeling that settles into her chest, her body and the room still growing warmer.

How badly she wants to simply grab him by his face and draw him back up so that she can get that kiss that she's been wanting, but that would give him the satisfaction of "winning" this little "game".

Plus, this is the lightest she's felt in a few days and she wants to draw it out, make it last before they have to close their eyes again and risk the nightmares.

Her eyes flutter open and she peers down at him, her lip catching between her teeth.]

Try that first spot again. Think you might've had something there.

You sure?

[And now his lips brush over her skin as he travels further down her neck.]

Down here seems more interesting...

[A light nip followed by a kiss.]

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